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July 21, 2008

Red Tide

Filed under: General — seoguy @ 7:23 am

“Am I forgiven?”

“You still have to bring me to the zoo,” demanded the seven-year-old Charlie as he felt the texture of his new ball.

“That will be on Saturday.”

“Dad, my birthday is today.”

“Charlie tomorrow is a working day. Just like today. Daddy needs to work, and you, you need to go to school okay.” He smiled.

“But that comes with a penalty. A family computer.”

“That is too much!”

“Dad, everybody in school has their own already.”

“But that is all.” Charlie nodded, but Charles noticed that he was still a little sad.

“What?”

“I wish mommy is here.”

Charles squatted, “Charlie, I miss mommy too, but there is nothing that we can do about it. She is no longer here, not with us. But I am still here and mommy is happy with that wherever she is.”

“Let’s go home Dad.”

Charlie bounced the ball as he started to go outside of the store ahead of his father. “Charlie, wait for me it is too dark outside.” Charlie went back to his father who was paying the clerk.

“Thank you daddy.” Charles held his son’s shoulder as Charlie continuously bounced the ball on the concrete pavement as they went home, “Someday, I’ll shot like Larry Bird, Daddy.”

“Not Magic?”

“No. Not Magic.”

“That will take a lot of practice. But don’t worry I’m always.”

“Charles!” a man in his thirties was sitting on the Mitsubishi’s hood.

“Hey Alex. How are you? Charlie, don’t go too far.”

“Fine. Greg’s here.” He looked at Greg and lighted a cigarette.

“Hi Greg.”

Greg nodded as Alex offered Charles a cigarette.

“No. My son does not like to see me smoke.”

Charlie looked at the two guys with curiosity then his ball bounced off and rolled into the bushes. He ran to chase it. “Charlie, be careful!” Charles warned him.

Charlie searched the ball behind the bushes with only the light that came from the store was guiding him. “It rolled in here.” He crawled behind the bushes, “Where it is? It should be in here. Ahh!” he saw his ball in a deep hole and it was impossible for him to reach it. “Daddy, I can not…”

BANG!

Charlie nervously got up. Everybody was running and he cannot see his father, “Daddee! Daddee!” he was shaking and crying as he stood while looking for his father. The street became empty in a minute and Charlie saw that his father was bloody and kneeling as he was holding his stomach. Alex was holding a wallet and a watch as he pulled something from Charles’s hand. “Daddee! Daddee!” Charlie ran to his father while Greg was pointing a .357 to Charles.

“Charlie run!”

“Don’t kill my daddee!” Charlie punched Greg, and Greg hit him on the face to throw him away but the kid ran to fight him back.

“Charlie…sstop,” his father cautioned him.

“Don’t kill my daddee!” he was weeping and punching Greg, so Greg held him by his shirt. “Don’t kill my daddee!”

“Please, I am not yet ready. I have a kid,” he was holding his stomach, trying to stop the bleeding. “Please…” he coughed, “I’ll pay…”

Greg pointed his gun to Charlie.

“No!” Charles coughed as he tried to stop Greg. “I’ll pay…” he coughed, “just give me time.”

“Greg! That’s a kid man,” Alex cautioned Greg.

“Why do you always gets weak when it comes to kids!”

“Stop it! The kid has nothing to do with this! It’s the father! It’s the fucking father! Let’s do it man, and the police are in here in any minute.”

“Bullshit! I can kill! Anyone!” he pointed his gun to Alex.

“What are you doing man?”

“Don’t intervene with my fucking business! You understand!”

Alex glared at Greg as he felt his gun in his waist.

“What! Want to draw!” Greg looked Alex in the eye. “What!”

“Don’t kill my daddee,” Charlie bit Greg’s leg that made Greg to jump in pain and threw the kid away. Then Greg shot Charlie but Alex jumped at him to disturb his hand. The bullet hit an electrical post.

“Bullshit! Not the kid! Bullshit!” Alex held Charlie tight so that the kid cannot move even though he was desperately fighting. He heard the siren, “Finish the fucking father!” he drew his gun and pointed it to Greg, “ Let’s get out of here, son of a bitch!”

Greg looked at Alex’s eyes and then to Charles.

“I’ll pay,” Charles cried.

“Sorry kid,” Greg pointed his .357 on Charles, “your daddy owe us something.”

“I’ll pay,” Charles coughed, “I’ll pay. I’ll pay.”

“I believe that that is already too late,” and he squeezed the trigger.

That was fifteen years ago, but Charlie can still see everything very clearly. It happened right there, near “fantasy,” he silently read what is visible as “ant”.

“Hi,” a girl in her teens greets him, “are you looking for some fun?”

“Fun?” The girl wears a skimpy dress and a high heel.

“I can give you anything,” she smiles.

“No. Actually I’m just lost. I’m looking for the house of a friend, Alex. Do you know him? I’m already fifteen minutes late.”

“Come on. Alex? That grump? He can wait.” She tries to hold on to Charlie’s hand but Charlie avoids her. “It is just six thirty. Come on. You’re young. I’m young. Let’s have some fun.”

“Next time,”

“Come on. Look at me,” she gives a sexy pose.

“Next time,” he smiles “Promise, I’ll try to come back.” Charlie starts to walk.

“Alex’s house is the one with a crucifix. Just turn left on the first intersection.”

Charlie turns back, “Thank you.”

“My name’s Liza, in case you need some fun,” she shouted as Charlie disappears on the dimly lighted intersection.

There is a big improvement on Alex’s house, Charlie notice. It is now a two story concrete building with a wide collection of wild flowers, an intercom, and a decorated fence that includes a huge crucifix. He rings the doorbell and a man’s voice came out of the speaker. “Who are you?”

“Rob. Remember? I called. I’m sorry I’m late but I have a hard…”

The gate opens, “Come on in,” and it immediately closes after he steps inside of the lawn. He looks around and a man in his early twenties opens the door of the house. “Come here.” he inspects Charlie then he let Charlie in. Charlie steps inside and the man slam shut the door. There are two more persons inside, one is in his late twenties and the other is already having a gray mustache, maybe late fifties.

“You’re Alex?” he asks the guy in his late twenties.

“No. He is,” he points the guy with a gray mustache.

“Did you bring the money?” asks Alex.

Charlie gives him his knapsack and Alex examines it, then he smiles and closes the backpack without counting the money. “Only the color of the mustache change,” Charlie thought.

“Follow me.”

Alex brings him into a small arsenal. “So, what do you need?”

Charlie scans the place, “I need to kill someone?” The two younger guys are at the door, carefully watching his every move. Both of them have guns in their waist, probably pistols, Charlie notice.

“Who?”

“None of your business.” He look at the two guards, “They’re too heavy to move faster than me,” he thought.

“Okay,” he shrugs his shoulder.

“.45 and an ingram plus ammo,” Charlie said. “That would be just enough,” he thought.

“No problem.” Alex scans the arsenal. Then he picks the ingram and the caliber .45. He lays it on the table and looks at Charlie.

“I’d like to test it.”

Alex inserts a loaded magazine on the guns. “Come here.” He brings Charlie in front of a small firing window. “You have twenty rounds. Ten rounds each.” Charlie fires the pistol once then he picks the ingram and fire it also once, then he holds the pistol with another hand and faces Alex with the barrel loosely facing Alex.

“You have twenty rounds. Go on.”

“No problem,” Charlie squeezes the trigger of the ingram and Alex falls down, his blood is flowing from his stomach and chest. The two guards immediately draw their pistols but Charlie dives on the floor as he shoots the two guards with both guns. The younger guard is hit in the head, and the older guard, near the right shoulder, which forces him to drop his pistol. Charlie gets up as the guard crawls to reach his pistol. Charlie goes directly on top of him as he continues to crawl for his pistol.

Charlie aims at his head. “No, please,” the guard is shaking his head. “No!” Charlie fires the .45 to his head.

Charlie goes back to Alex and Alex can only stare at him with confusion as he catches his breath. Charlie begins to cry, “My name is Charlie Gwinn Jr. Do you remember that name? You killed my father!” Charlie could almost break his teeth as he kneels down and punches Alex’s face. He can barely see Alex because of his tears.

After several minutes, he takes a rest and struggles to get up. “Good!” he smiles as he stares at Alex. Alex’s face is wet with his own blood, his nose is no longer in its proper shape, his eyes are bulging, his mouth is cut, his teeth are no longer complete and his neck is twisted.

“There is still one left.” Charlie sees that blood is everywhere and he smiles.

He inverses his jacket, get the bag that he hide in his knapsack, then, he get some guns, ammunitions, and his money. He looks at Alex and he sees the ring that Alex took from his father, he takes it. Then he searches for the car key and departs from the place using Alex’s Chrysler Jeep.

Charlie arrives at his apartment thirty minutes later. He immediately, cleans the ring and places it beside his priceless collection that includes his triathlon awards, martial arts awards and military academy diploma. Then he goes to the bathroom and submerges himself in the hot tub.

“That was really beautiful,” Charlie thought as he stares blankly on the white ceiling. “Everything was in red, really beautiful red hair, red nose, teeth, mouth, wall, carpet, beautiful red spots on carpet. Ahhh! Beautiful! Beauti…ful.” Charlie keeps wondering.

“You really did it.”

Charlie looks towards the bathroom’s door and sees his best friend John.

“He bought it fifteen years ago,” Charlie says softly, “and I think, I still owe him for the delay.”

“Bullshit!” he stares at Charlie. “Who are you? The Charlie that I know is logical,” he is uneasy then he cries, “What happened to you Charlie?”

“I don’t…know,” he is very calm. “Sometimes…I thought that your friend Charlie already died before you met someone whom you thought was he. That was fifteen years ago.” His tears start to fall. “Yes, that was fifteen years ago when a couple of guys murdered his father. Two shots in the head.” He stares blankly back on the ceiling, “Two shots in the head, for the father of a seven-year-old boy. Can you understand that? Two fuckin’! Shots! Two fuckin’…shots…and the boy…was…dead.”

“You can not eliminate criminals by becoming one, Charlie.”

“And if I did not do it then who will! Fifteen years and those fuckin’ criminals have not breath an air of prison.

I bet every police are even bowing at them every time they meet them. Like they are their fuckin’ gods!”

“And how will you end it? How?”

Charlie is held silent for a moment, “I will figure that out, later. But right now, what I know is, there is still one left.”

John becomes too uneasy but tries to hide his tears, “Sometimes people enters into a room and forgot to look for any exits. And later, when it is already too necessary to get out, they are just shocked to learn that there is no way out. I hope you are not one of them, Charlie.”

“We were brought in here, John. Here, in this world. We are in this world. We were not given a choice about it. And this world that we are living in, is a room with no exits. Even death cannot find us any exit. For everything that we do in here stays in here, forever. And what we do is what we are. Me, I am just one of those who seek justice, not only for me but also for everybody. I am a hunter of the merciless wild animals, John. That is going to be my legacy. For I believe that, abandoning to seek justice is the worst form of advocating injustice. This world already has a load of injustice, John. If we allow too much of it, this world is going to explode in tears.”

John is uneasy, “Good luck Charlie.” John leaves to his car.

“Bullshit!” Charlie gets off the tub when he hears that John’s car leaves then he goes to his room, he gets dressed, takes his guns ready and walks out of his apartment.

“Two guards at the front, one at the back and two dogs, that is all. Nothing had change,” thought Charlie. He surveys the area once again with his night vision goggles. The three guards have joint together near the front and play cards but they let loose the dogs.

He can see that Greg is in a room of the second floor. He is holding a book, looks like he is reading while sitting on a bed. Greg fixes the bed, stands up, closes the curtains and put off the light of the room. Then, he goes to the adjacent room, put on his robe, sits down at the front of a study table and read a book. He is alone, and the dogs are sitting near the guards. Charlie creeps to the back door.

There were two guys inside, they are watching TV, but their guns are in the center table in front of them. One of them stands up, “I need to pee.” He stops as he sees that the backdoor is half open. “Tony. Did I tell you to lock the backdoor?”

“I did.”

“Bullshit! Lock the fuckin’ door!”

“I did loc…” he stands up and is shock to see that the door is partly open. He readies his gun, and signals to his pal to be ready. Then, he carefully inspects the lock, pushes the door, but the door opens back. He wonders and inspects it again, “It is broken,” he calmly speaks to his friend and put his gun to his waist. “I’ll fix it tomorrow. No problem, Bud. Go pee now before you’ll collect the stones and blame it to me.” He goes back to the TV.

Bud put back his gun in the center table and goes to the toilet through a dimly lighted hallway. He opens the door, switches the light, goes inside and absent-mindedly closes the door. Then, he kneels down, holding his bloody stomach while spitting his blood. Charlie pulls the knife and thrust it back, and Bud falls down to the tiles. Charlie pulls the knife again and gives him another blow to secure that he is completely dead then he goes out.

Tony stands up, “Hey Bud. Hurry up. It is Heather Graham. She is wearing a bikini.” He goes to the toilet, “Bud! It’s Heather Graham. You are going to miss her. Come on, hurry up,” he knocks at the door and the door opens. His breathing stops, eyes widen as he becomes immobile for second, “Bbbud,” he is shaking. Charlie jumps at Tony from outside of the toilet then thrust his knife to Tony’s chest before Tony can make a single move. Tony sits loosely on the toilet bowl, eyes wide open, but unmoving. Charlie pulls the knife and gives Tony another thrust, and then he secures the lock of the toilet and creeps his way to the second floor.

Charlie readies his knife as he knocks at the door. “Who is that?” ask Greg from inside. Charlie knocks again. “I thought you were already asleep.” Greg opens the door and Charlie immediately pushes Greg inside then thrust his knife on Greg’s chest while preventing Greg from speaking. Greg punches Charlie and Charlie is thrown to a table causing some things to be thrown out. Charlie kicks Greg to the wall and jumps at Greg to pierce a second knife at Greg’s chest. Greg crumples to the floor, staring at Charlie. His blood flows from his mouth and his body and he cannot speak.

Charlie begins to cry as he takes out his ingram and pointed it to Greg. “Do you remember me!” Charlie is panting, “Charlie Gwinn Jr!” There is somebody calling and knocking at the door, but Charlie ignores it and steps on the knife to nail it deeper on Greg’s chest. Greg twisted in pain and Charlie smiles as he points his ingram to Greg.

“Perhaps, you already have an idea how it feels. Or do you!” Greg is looking at Charlie like he is begging Charlie to shot him. “Do you!” Charlie squeezes the trigger, emptying the cartridge and Greg’s brain shatters on the floor. Charlie takes the .45 from his waist as the door opens.

A child runs to Greg. “Daddee! Daddee!” the child weeps as he hugs Greg.

Charlie drops down the gun and he is thrown to the wall. He is shaking, “No, not me.” He is staring at the child. The gun is near the child’s feet. He is probably seven years old. Charlie is weeping and shaking, and he drops down to his knees, “Not me. No! No! Noo!” he is panting. “Ohh, God. Jesus. Noo.” There is a commotion going up fast, and the child slowly takes the gun as Charlie stares at him. Charlie stands up. “Jesus, please forgive me,” he murmurs as his tears run on his face. The footsteps are getting nearer and the kid’s hand shakes badly as he points the gun to Charlie while crying. Charlie faces straightforward as the door opens, and a big burst of bullets knocks him face down to the floor.

THE END

NOTE: Kindly send honest comments to vjagunap@yahoo.com

About the Author: Vernan Jagunap, an admirer of fine arts and literature since childhod had been mastering the art of writing fictions since year 2000. He is living in Leganes, Iloilo, Philippines where he is trying to write his first novel.

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Tankas About The Garden Of Life

Filed under: General — seoguy @ 7:23 am

I had written this poem way back 1998 when I was in fourth year high school for our school paper. I was awestruck by the fact that I’m going to finish high school and pursue college in another school. I had written this for the purpose of imparting a legacy to the juniors before I graduate, after all, the poem is about leaving and cherishing what you have before you leave. Of course, to a deeper sense, death is the topic of the poem. I sort of, sugarcoated the topic by using the word, life, in the title, and not the other way around, so as not to disappoint the readers. I compared life to a garden, and connected the actual everyday garden activities to death.

This poem is poems within a poem. It is a trilogy of poems actually, by which, each has its own separate meanings but unified message. I employed one of the Japanese’ way of writing poems which is the tanka technique.

It is very strict when it comes to syllabication. A poem should be composed of five lines only, in which, the first line is composed of 5 syllables, the second line with 7 syllables, the third line with 5 syllables, the fourth line with 7 syllables and the last line with 7 syllables.
This is published in our school paper only. Also, I have not yet entered it in any contests.

Tankas About the Garden of Life
by Jocell Siyangbigay Maranan

I
Everytime I pull
Those stubborn and growing weeds
They keep coming back
Whenever skies cry too hard
So everyday’s a workday.

II
If you come to pass
Seeing an orchid yonder
Smell now its fragrance
As long as humans can breath
Because it blooms once a year.

III
Prune those large branches
If you please, Sir Gardener?
So I can pass through
And pick those roses over there
Where are you, Sir Gardener?

About the Author: Jocell Maranan’s Short Biography: Jocell Siyangbigay Maranan was born on February 9, 1982 in Batangas City. He is the third of the five children of Mr. Juan A. Maranan (deceased), a public school teacher, and Mrs. Cecilia S. Maranan, a registered midwife. His father died at the age of 62 when he was 14 years old. Because of this, his mother struggled in raising him and his siblings solely. At an early age, he showed signs of eagerness to go to school. He spent his kindergarten days in Bauan East Central School, elementary in St. Theresa’s Academy and high school in Sta. Teresa College.

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Ode To El Nio

Filed under: General — seoguy @ 7:23 am

I had written this poem way back 1997 when I was in third year high school for our school paper. I was very much inspired by John Keats’s Ode on a Grecian Urn, in which, I emulated the style of this poem. I used old Anglo-American words to give a classical touch, so as, to remind us of Vikings of Deutschland and Angleland, a time wherein the sound of the lute remains a national anthem. I also made used of some characters of the Greek mythology for the purpose of presenting a lot of metaphors and personifications. I must admit, it is very difficult to comprehend so I suggest, that you must have a dictionary beside you while reading this.

The poem basically discussed the good effects of the El Niño phenomenon to the Phillipines in the year 1997. It won’t be called an ode if it won’t tackle the positive and good things! Through this poem, I had given another view to the adverse effects of the said phenomenon. There is more than the perspiration we excrete, the thirst we experience and the scorching heat we endure.

This poem was never published in our school paper due to its unfamiliar wordings and its incomprehensible meaning. Apparently, it was not suitable for high school students to read. Luckily, it was noticed in North America. The poem was selected as a semi-finalist in the North American Open Poetry Contest, in which the final competition was held last winter of 1998. In addition, it was published in The National Library of Poetry’s classic edition-quality hardbound volume, Dawn of Silence, last January 1999. The said poem was not only presented in print but also in spoken word.

It was recorded in a cassette tape, The Sound of Poetry, wherein beautiful baroque music and a brief commentary of the poetry served as a prelude to the selected artistry. Originally, this poem was composed of 40 lines, but due to contest rules and regulations, I’d trimmed it down to 20 lines. So far, this is the most high-end poem I’ve ever written.

Ode to El Niño
by Jocell Siyangbigay Maranan

Such could a many canonist e’er canst beck
Gypsies, atheists failed shuffling their tarots
Of mishap; a Centaur, a man and a beast
Hail! Thy little child was born.

Anglophobic was he!
Aye! Aye! Aye!
Together wi’ Hephaestus, slain Nereus, defamed Ganga
Poseidon hath no choice but taste thine might of trident
Lo! Naiads though vagrant hobbled after a sloth
In tri frets higher, blew horns against thy Mother.

Doth Orientals quaffed thine potion made?
Thinking they opened e’ry knocking on the door,
And scooped eddies hiding near the barnyard,
Three times daily, a month or two
Prosaic, consciousness holds still!

As lofty as a king, as bold as a knight
A word in his mouth merged the bestrewed
Gin he does not touch the peaceful morn,
Would blood be water? Would thistles flower?
Would sick tigers feel well? Would empty heads be filled?

About the Author: Jocell Maranan’s Short Biography: Jocell Siyangbigay Maranan was born on February 9, 1982 in Batangas City. He is the third of the five children of Mr. Juan A. Maranan (deceased), a public school teacher, and Mrs. Cecilia S. Maranan, a registered midwife. His father died at the age of 62 when he was 14 years old. Because of this, his mother struggled in raising him and his siblings solely. At an early age, he showed signs of eagerness to go to school. He spent his kindergarten days in Bauan East Central School, elementary in St. Theresa’s Academy and high school in Sta. Teresa College.

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A Candle

Filed under: General — seoguy @ 7:23 am

I had written this poem way back 1995 when I was in first year high school for our school paper. As a freshman, I was really challenged to surmount the achievements of the so-called “older ones”. This poem is very special to me because it is the product of my desire to do things greater than what older people can do. The poem conveys that small things are not only bright and wonderful, rather, useful too. Its meaning is universal and multi-dimensional.

I made used of a very basic style in writing this poem. I observed rhyme and simplicity in language. To add a little twist, I personified the candle. Basically, the entire poem is a dialogue between the reader and the candle. The setting is in Bethlehem where baby Jesus was born. It was the very first Christmas, though, it’s not blatantly told.

The context clues I had given say so.

Because of its simplicity, the poem was published in our school paper and in our yearbook. The poem too was published in Quill Books’s hardbound edition volume, A Time To Be Free, last 1998 in Harlingen, Texas.

A Candle
by Jocell Siyangbigay Maranan

O little candle in the night!!,
burning in the room very bright!!
Its head bows lowly,
pointing back and forth so slowly

Look outside the brick window!
See the stars shooting below!
See the moon and its lasting brightness!
Feel the night and its chilling coldness!

You are comparably smaller,
to those decorative celestial wonders
How could you make the darkness,
turned out to be the brightest?

Why do you have to sacrifice,
yourself so scarce to suffice?
Are you enough for the night,
to make the room very bright?

About the Author: Jocell Maranan’s Short Biography: Jocell Siyangbigay Maranan was born on February 9, 1982 in Batangas City. He is the third of the five children of Mr. Juan A. Maranan (deceased), a public school teacher, and Mrs. Cecilia S. Maranan, a registered midwife. His father died at the age of 62 when he was 14 years old. Because of this, his mother struggled in raising him and his siblings solely. At an early age, he showed signs of eagerness to go to school. He spent his kindergarten days in Bauan East Central School, elementary in St. Theresa’s Academy and high school in Sta. Teresa College.

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SHMILY

Filed under: General — seoguy @ 7:23 am

Grandmama looked and sounded so weird to me
She always would tell me, “Shmily,…Shmily”
I often reminded her, “It’s Billy Gran, Billy.”
But she insisted in saying, “Shmily, Shmily.”

I saw it a lot, written in gathering dust
0r noted on post it’s in the past,
Written in the bathroom mirror full of steam
There’s issue really everywhere, I could’ve screamed!

I asked Grandmama who in the world was Shmily
She just gave me a fondly pat, “oh, Billy… !
Someday you’ll know, one day you’ll see,
To say that is old, silly Shmily loves me!”

I let it pass, though I was still confused
Meanwhile the years groomed me into a snazzy dude,
Thought I outgrew the mushy, icky sentiments
‘Til one day I learned what Shmily really meant.

I chanced upon a box filled with old letters
that Grandmama must have made in past forevers
Each with a lesson and advice on how to be
Then ending with that ubiquitous word, “Shmily.”

I further searched through, to find an old tape
Dusty but good, I set it on and played
There was Granny’s voice of lullaby, singing to me
See-How-Much-I-Love-You: Oh, that WAS Shmily!

About the Author: WILLIAM BIAGAN RAMOS will always be the small,frail child “Pogie” in the eyes of his Lola Madang,the good-for-nothing kiddo that everybody think so little of,none believing in his potential but she.

So much so that she fought so hard to have him educated until her last days on earth.She made sure that before she went to heaven he will be provided for in his college days.Pogie has no riches to brag but to be able to tell the whole world through this poem how much grateful if he is for the woman who 1st believed in him when nobody else did… “Thank you,Nanay…for the roots and the wings!” You are the reason why I’m still standing..& you will be the rison why I’ll fly someday!You’ll see

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A WOOLGATHERING

Filed under: General — seoguy @ 7:23 am

There are things in life that though there’s an easy way out, you have to go through the long, hard process in order to understand the underlying lesson beneath the experience. They say it’s not how many chances you get in a lifetime that quite counts but what you take away from every experience and how much each impacted the way you want to improve your one life for the better.

Turning one’S wounds into wisdom and making lemonades out of lemons are things that not all people are able to do, although all take their fair share of problems and bad times. Yet the ones who take it upon themselves to swim against the tide and donthe positive cap of perspective, they are the people who gets double in life. They get to experience, and they get to learn. They take away with them pearls that all the others who breeze through life do not find and just goes through the process of experiencing and the crying (or the laughing) and forget about the rest of the details until the same occurrence happen again.

We all get the same share of the 24 hours a day. Some use it to the fullest, some squander it away.

Some take so much from a little if any, some didn’t know it’s gotten over.

If life has not giving you too many chances to achieve and get to do a lot of things,or if there are people in situations that block your way and hinder you to thrive and be the kind that only you see in dreams or in TV, then aspire only to be the person that others may say later in your funeral…

“He’s lived a life full,he’s one of the richest I know.” Be one of those who was let in on a secret on life’s true sense, and heeded it:

That life is a one-time thing.
It still is beautiful, regardless.
Live it well. Today.
Ford tomorrow is never promised.

September 09, 2004 excerpt from my personal diary

About the Author: WILLIAM B. RAMOS Is the hunk-a-burnin’-love that needs a lot of lovin’.His words are penned from his very many experiences of losses and squandering and regretful times. it is his intent that people who read in his articles and learn from his blunders and mistakes and tried to do their life better than what he had gone through.

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Business Ethics The Law Of Corporate Karma

Filed under: General — seoguy @ 7:23 am

According to the shamanic traditions, the great mystery of being is that all things are alive and have a level of intelligence. This is because all things are a part of the Great Spirit. However, all things also function individually, in thought and action. It is in these individual actions that karma is born. Karmic laws also state that all karma, both good and bad, must also return home…return to sender!

Most of us don’t have a good grasp of group karma. Simply stated, if you agree to be a member of a group situation, you are also agreeing to it’s collective karmic pattern of return. So sooner or later problems at work, in your business or corporate structure will show up at your front door. It’s like you caught the flu from the group…but now your personally ill.

As humanity grows in it’s awareness…it also grows in karmic responsibility. So years ago many industries caused environmental problems, but were not aware of that fact.

However, karmic law states all things must return home……….so these industries don’t really exist today…..or operate in a weakened condition [ in the future they will not exist at all].

According to my spirit guides, there is a big push these days too clean up the karma of the global business world. We know from the news that many business institutions, and even very large corporations are in trouble these days..many will not make it through the heavy gate of karmic return. They will fail………….

On the brighter side, Spirit is not against business, but is really pro-business….so now what?The newer business model that is emerging is much more holistic. By agreeing to function more holistically, much less damaging karma developes…..and if you’re really aware of all business levels…very little negative karma developes.

So, if you’re in a corporate or business situation, and things are not really going right…take the time to clear the issues up, before you catch the karmic flu!

Just at the environmental level, many things should be addressed….but just start by keeping your office or work space clean and organized….this helps clear out negative energy patterns.

Taking it one step further…use Feng Shui tools and techniques if you know how. Or buy a book, hire a consultant or use trial and error to solve some of the ongoing issues around you at the job or business.

Good Luck!

The Business Shaman

About the Author: Jerry is a professional shaman. He publishes a free online magazine and newsletter dealing with shamanism and holism as they apply to life and business. You can reach the publication at this address: http://www.jeremiahhuck.workzsites.com

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July 20, 2008

Executive ESP A Pathway To Success

Filed under: General — seoguy @ 7:23 am

We all have psychic abilities that we use daily, although most of us don’t even realize that. The full study of this issue would take many books, and years of experience to grasp all the factors. Since we can’t do that here, we can still focus on applying these skills to making informed business decisions. Those of us making constant business choices, effecting staff, ethics , health, and the botton line ,need all the data we can get our hands on. So these tidbits are designed to help you use your natural abitities, and to improve your business situation!

First of all, there are many, many management styles. It is in your best interest to honestly evaluate your personality and your personal approach to making choices and running your business. This gives you a baseline to start from when adding ESP into your operating formula.The ancient Greeks said ” Know Thyself”.

Some of us are very mental in perspective, some emotional, and others more physical. These basic personality factors often don’t change much during our lifetime. We tend to keep processing life from the same angle. When we pick up psychic data from outside this base personality, we tend to ignore it. It’s not comming from our comfort zone.

In the business world, what we ignore can create lost potentials or major problems. What we tune out doesn’t really go away, it just stays out of our awareness. So our business is effected but we never get to know it, it stays in our blind spots.

When working in a group situation this blindness is compensated by others around us, often with different main personality types. They can pick up what we miss. This works fairly well, but……

Frankly, at the executive level you often must make choices by yourself. This leaves you open to your limitations.

Sure you can get data, but still the final choice is usually yours. Remember that both your strong and weak functions tend to stay that way for life. So you will tend to always focus on some things while ignoring others.

Opening your natural ESP abilities can present a personal challange. As you pick up data from your comfort zone, well…no problem. But when you get psychic information from your weaker traits, again you will want to tune it out……you will tend to feel it as a stress.

So, if you want to include data from a broad range of psychic information..even beyond your comfort zone, there are many techniques you can use……

Realize that stress can be a sign that you are aware of something that you would rather ignore.Then use stress busters to help you handle that. Try to meditate each day, in a quiet place… and see what happens. If stress kicks up try to breathe through it, so you can stay focused on what you are processing.

It takes great courage to trust your whole self, and all your awareness. Don’t push yourself beyond your limits, but try to broaden your scope, little by little.

The real test is to see if you are willing to apply your ESP gained data into your daily business planning.

Good Luck!

About the Author: Jerry is a professional shaman. He publishes a free online magazine and newsletter dealing with shamanism and holism as they apply to life and business. You can reach the publication at this address: http://www.jeremiahhuck.workzsites.com

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Globalization

Filed under: General — seoguy @ 7:23 am

Early humanity lived in small villages, often isolated from outside human contact. This phase of our development helped to create unique cultures and languages. Of course, each group had their strengths and weaknesses. By modern standards, each group also had their good points and bad points.

Later, humanity traveled to distant lands [ often in war ]. This meeting of cultures , both in conflict or peace, created the beginning of a [ melting pot ]. Today with mass air travel, and instant communication by phone or computer, we must now realize that we are all living on the same small planet. That melting pot effect is now called globalization.

I need not remind you that we are still meeting other cultures both in peace and war! Maybe some day we will resolve that, but that is not the point of this article.

As we realize that the melting pot / globalization is still going on, and at a faster pace then before, where do we go from here? If the human race is heading towards a oneness, what will that be like?

I suggest that the best way to go is by the process of intergration. That is, taking the very best from each culture and melting that into our lifestyle and lives.

The East and West often have opposite approaches to life. The East has a wonderful, mystical spirituality but often lives in poverty. The West has a great sense of science and economics but is often starved for spirit.

So as we continue to meet each other in both war and peace, and as the planet moves further into globalization, let us not just kill each other, but also borrow and take the best of each culture into the future!

About the Author: Jerry is a professional shaman. He publishes a free online magazine and newsletter dealing with shamanism and holism as they apply to life and business. You can reach the publication at this address: http://www.jeremiahhuck.workzsites.com

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The Business Shaman Exploring The Mystery Of Success

Filed under: General — seoguy @ 7:23 am

Note: This article was written for a internet business site. It is a promo for my work with the business world. I published it here for anyone who is interested in a shamanic perspective on creating success, in both business and life. If you read between the lines, it will offer you some help when dealing with any challange.

The sound of the drum is strong and steady. It’s cold and damp in the large cave, except near the central fire. There are 40 naked, hairy, human-like creatures in deep celebration. Yet there is fear in the air. The clan is preparing for the next hunt.

The shaman enters and speaks to the group of his dreams, explaining all the dangers the tribe will face tomorrow. The hunters begin to prepare themselves mentally, physically, emotionally, and spiritually. The shaman leaves, going into his small,sacred cave to begin the magic ceremony. He must do this to help bring about a successful hunt, and to protect the tribe from what he knows lay ahead. He has seen it all in his visions, he’s an intuitive.

That was a long time ago, or was it? You still need a place to live in, perhaps a cave, but more likely an apartment or house. You still need food to eat, but most likely from the grocery store. So, things have not really changed but just updated.

Today we don’t trade shells for our supplies and services, but money [ and lot of it ]. So we need success in our economic and business life.

But like the primal hunter, we need more then just survival, we need a mental, emotional, physical and spiritual approach to help us be fully successful. We also need a good source of intuitive information to guide us through the challanging times.

So things have come full circle as more and more people are living a holistic lifestyle. The health and mental health fields have been shifting towards holism, and for many years I was deeply involved with that. Today, the business world is also changing, you only have to read the newspaper to know that. I have spent the last ten years exploring and testing new, more holistic business approaches that can be applied to day to day operations or towards reaching long term goals. I’ve hosted television programs on these matters, and publish an online magazine dealing with shamanism and holism as it applies to life and business.

Oh yes, I am a real shaman. I bring to my work a strong male intuitive function and all the trimmings of the ancient shamans but with a modern perspective. I am known as the business shaman. I went on line to offer my services to the global business community. I work with all levels and aspects of business and deal with any issue through training, coaching, consulting and intuitive guidance. Generally I work in a partnership with you and your business to create, reorganize or transform.

About the Author: Jerry is a professional shaman. He publishes a free online magazine and newsletter dealing with shamanism and holism as they apply to life and business. You can reach the publication at this address: http://www.jeremiahhuck.workzsites.com

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